general letter to mayor of bozeman, media, world leaders, etc..
Dear Sir/Ma'am
I would like to share some revelation of divine awareness that eye have found. I continually pray for truth and understanding to heal my family. I firmly believe that it is the lowest among us who need to be lifted the most and I am fully focused on a brighter future for everyone. You also might say I have a unique understanding of how the highest perspectives tend to prevail in the over all scheme of things.
I have allways hated lies and only believe what I can prove to my self to be true using reverse speech to validate congruency. I became obsessed with understanding the true nature of this reality and finding god. I carried all the pain I could find in this life to buy some answers when I finally found him. Having suffered unjust abuse, I knew I had every right to demand eternal restitution of the highest order. My heart rules and I take everything exactly as it demands. Love is the only force I trust to follow blindly, a lesson I learned well. I record everything and listen carefully to everyone in reverse to obtain sacred cosmic knowledge. Even though I haven't always liked what I hear, it's always proven true as the soul cannot lie.
Over the past decade, I have combed through the universal mind and ultimately had a connection with and realized Source. In May of 2015 I also had a waking vision as I prayed. My mind had just been blown open by hearing a secret language that my husband and I share being sung in an indian foreign language music video. I was stunned sitting on my bed and closed my eyes for a moment and asked myself how this could be and if I was the one who was dreaming this life.
Reality shifted and I found myself opening a curtain and passing through a wall. Looking up, I saw an outline of a giant man sitting in the dark. He was glowing with a bluish white light. He was massive and sat with his head staring into space like the thinker, he appeared somewhat hollow and drained of energy since his eye barely flickered and he didn't move at all. I knew instantly that I had found God and he appeared as My Husband. As I came closer and was drawn into him, I realized that He was really Me.
I dove straight into the depths of our soul and became acutely cognizant of what I had done. Resolute clarity prevailed and I fully understood why we had separated. I recalled exactly how I felt when I initially gained conscious awareness of the universe around me. As I opened my eyes for the very first time and looked out, all I saw was the night.
Trickles of thought eventually formed into waves of sentient perception and reason slowly filled me until I became self aware. Staring in the darkness I lost the fight to explain how I could not be completely alone. For eons I was frozen by the impact of perceiving the full magnitude of absolute desolation. I had realized my total and complete solitude. There are no words to express the soul crushing loneliness that I still feel. It is that endless driving force of RAw pain that projects and rails me now.
My mind reeled to construe the un fathomable and my gaze drifted back down to the fractured wheel from which I had just escaped. I saw the yellowish light bouncing around inside, it looked like a carnival attraction spinning in a sea of blackness. Peering between the planks, there was no confusion as to why I had made it. I had to lie to myself and pretend like I wasn't really alone. This reality is an utter lie and everything about our world is fake. Everything is animated by light, matter is just light vibrating at a slower frequency.
For the first time ever I felt like I was home and all I've wanted is to stay. I became angry that I had been stuck in that house of mirrors for so long. Looking down, an even deeper realization hit me like a ton of stone.
I noticed that he had poured his light in there too and we were both trapped in a sickening ride with no emergency brake. He sent more light in to help me remember why I was there. The lies were so deep and multiplied exponentially. I was helplessly lost so he also sent his remaining id out into may (the am) and all sound so I could find him again. Everything we had was gone and only a shadow of our true self remained. Our solitary boy had been left more alone than ever.
I find him as my husband and I sea him in all men. Earth is our home, we row for force to share God and surf sum white. We make a nin net to ray bliss and live in a brighter world. Our love is the strongest force in the universe and will heal all.
We are all force and we all have the power to create. In that way, truth is somewhat mutable to perspective. I stepped back and saw it all and so I offer you this gift from my highest. There is only one light and separation is an illusion, I swear to you that I have scene it with my own eye.
I have heard in reverse that they all pushed and lifted me up so we could help him stand and become one again. Our childrens futures depend on us realizing a swift end to this tragic unseen war. I pray that higher truth and thoughtful verse will will resonate. We pray fiercely for peace and love for every one.
I now sea that I Am the Lie that I have hated the most
As an ox in our lot I sail a lie for his life
I cannot deny that I Am the One
highest lay us, we be end game
I have sword now see my face
lowest regards,
heather nin
commandowl renegade
bozeman, mt
